long tym.......

hmm.... mustav been ages....even my own blog looks new to me.
wel!! m pondering upon... whether i shud bore u wid my forte - "cribbing" or tell u sumthn else whch is jus as torturous.
hurray!! i pik d first again ....!!easy!!..
my default mood is dysphoric[u shud b well aware if u hav read, even 2 posts in continuation], n it takes a "hozzabozzalllllion" clicks to set it to euphoric!!
n since no lucky person has managed to change it in d past few weeks ,
i crib again...
if u notice the time gap between d last post and dis one, you wil realise how a fashion student struggles to find tym , v r always busy ,
busier dan ER doctors, NASAscientists, president of the united states, & evn more dan d girl who's robbing 3 guys[ nw wat's dat calld {3 timing}??].
n even if v r nt , v hav becum so accustomed to it dat v jus fail to notice v r free.
n dat's y>>> i hav been BUSY , wel dat word suks more dan dis post.!!!
d cogworks of ma brain hav stalled ,, n i see no point oiling dem evn though i hav end sems strtin next week..
all i wanna do is kill tym...n by kill tym i dnt mean waste it, i mean "kill"[read murder]
d bloody rascal who makes wonderful saturdays fly away...........
ah ... u must b tired of readin such miserable things??
mercy!!
blast off!!! till happier tyms return...
P>S> wish me luk 4 end sems.....

end to ma bliss!!

sob sob!! tears!! ..............sniff sniff!!
2day marks d end of an extremely unproductive ,but amazingly fun week!!
i pleasantly squandered away ma week ........sleepin , roamin around d city,shopping n eating nothin nutritious AFAP [cuz m tryin 2 trnsfrm int2 an amoeba,yea !! dat's d idea].
i even managed to read in d chaotically busy week .
"CHROMOSOME 6"[robin cook] and "LUCY SULLIVAN IS GETTING MARRIED"[marian keyes],
u oughta ,havta ,sumhw , gotta read MARIAN KEYES ,,,she makes u laugh till d jaws strt hurting , d tummy goes hoglle-woggle . ... n people around u are convinced that u r nt safe to b around...
n well ROBIN COOK is gud if u lyk medicine, technology , fiction ... al fluxed.
hmmm , i discoverd d best BHEL{NT BHARAT HEAVY ELECTRICALS LTD." ;d bhelpuri wala "bhel"} dat's sold in d city.[ i neva thot it even existed here except in sum restos where dey extort millions 4 d algae dey serve.]
so if u r nt sum hygiene freak, u cn head to d streets of AMEERPET n eat it.
d ABIDZ weekend book bazaar, is one wallet friendly place,wher i gt magazines n books dirt cheap! .[dat's 1 gr8 thng!! if u knw hw d heart wails wen u rip exorbitant magazines mercilessly, 4 sum ass project ,in whch u wil score zilch n whch wil ultimately reside in d BIN]
hmmm.......CHARMINAR ,i leave it 4 d tourists, i cudnt even see d ground wher ma feet wud rest on d next step, [i wudn't mind dying in a stampede , but i favour sum place wher i atlst make it to d news].
a few more places i had neva visited b4...
loadsa bus,cab, n auto travel ........luvd evry moment of it
felt lyk i was d host of $100 TAXI RIDE [heard of it???] ,
hmmmmmmm,,,,,,but nw it all ends n m doomed into 2 more months of constant cribbing , sobbing , n wateva othr nonsensical baloney ma heck of a lyf is associated wid!!
ending wid d happy thot dat d december break awaits me ......[i wanna go to d himalayas , den!!] .........
P.S. - LIFE's a JOURNEY , njoy d ride!!! [n wish i do d same.]

hols!!! yeah !! yeah!!

ma hols strt 2day ..n i hav no clue as to how m gonna spend dem.
i dnt wanna go home ....it's nt much fun...i get bored of d luxuries in jus 2 days.
albeit m totally in for sum travel ,d problem is where ?? n though i hate to type dis ."who wid"??
i hav friends ...who r headed home [is it necessary to spend diwali at home,it's d same evry yr.]
othr friends - who abhor nethng associated wid travel [miraculously i made frnds wid dem ;P]
n d few here n dere who do agree to accompany but r so damn boring ...[i'd rather swat flies]
nw i realise hw much a boyfriend cums in handy during situations lyk dese.
{n if "y cnt she go on her own" crossd ur thots} ,d thing is - ma looks concern me[lolz] [in sense dat- it myt look to ma co passengers dat a 13yr old has run away frm home n dey myt report ]
i wonder if god had a GIRl PETER PAN in mind wen he made me ! I JUST dnt GROW uP!!
its fyn to b yung n small ,but den an adventure cravin heart doesnt help much.
i hav a few plans in incubation ryt nw ,,,,,,,
#stay at d hostel n explore hyderabad beyond jus d hiie techie placie i livie in.
#keep on changin trains n travellin aimlessly[freakkin kool but i risk being reported]
#join ma pal n her family to mumbai
#go to delhi [m sik of dat place ,,but i myt reconsider]
#to pune to ma uncle n aunt [ evn though swine flu scares me!!]
lets see whch one HATCHES!!
P.S. -sugest me sumthn, n m absurdly random in dis post ,so dnt mind errors .
P.S. again - do u know wat dis means - "she's got a bun in d oven"??
sumbdy said, it means "shez pregnant" ....i neva heard of it b4.

FLASH ,,,,,,,,,,,,

we are learning FLASH >>>>>>n dat's d only kool thing in ma lyf ryt nw ,[hw bad cn it suk???haan???]

P>S> currently in luv wid FLASH ,Holidays , EMO , othrwis i totally detest ma lyf.

m so messed up!!

it's rare dat i do sumthn gud , i mean make sumthn dat's gud enuf..evn if i do....i hav talent extraordinaire to spoil it ...

m in dumps...cuz in d morn i jus splashed sum color on a white sheet n d splashes looked so darn amazing ...i lost ma heart to d sheet., ,, took such pains to let it dry n not get it messy , but in d evenin i jus scribbled sum ultra bad crap on it n submitted it. n nw i feel worse ,, sucko ,sick.......etc.

i want ma sheet back..............sob sob!!! :( :( :(



i submitted dis as my style ideology , i hope u get it ,do comment

"style is lyk a ventriloquist's puppet - you throw your voice into it" .../ rate !!!
i missd blogging....

sail away !!!!

"Row, row , row ur boat,
gently down d stream
merrily merrily merrily
life's but a dream!!"

dis nursery rhyme pops up in ma head everytym dere's a downpour--

but in ma jargon,at 4,it was a tad different
it went sumthn lyk dis...
"roe roe roe ur boat
gently down the street
merly merly merly merly
life is BUTTER DREAM!!!"

i stil lyk ma version bettr dan d real one!!!n i still sing it dat way!!

it was ma fav as a kid [stil is], easy to remember and babble, in ma english oral tests!!!

it rained today ,,,,

n wen majority chose to describe it as ROMANTIC,,,,i picked "NOSTALGIC"!

geez!! i doubt i wil eva njoy d rains d way i did as a kid.

puddle splashing , rainstorming , umbrella tents , oversized raincoats[whch i secretly,abhorred!] , paper boats, filthy muddy clothes, rain sprints,rain tricycling , lost slippers, running nosie, sneezes n cough, vicks vaporub, dancing in d garden; hoarding tadpoles [v assumed as fishes] ,collecting hailstones [n rushin dem into deep freeze b4 dey melted in our tiny hands]

n den

mumma's frenzy ....[nt lettin us enter d house unless v wiped ourselves dry outside],

hysteria in d neighbourhood [ovr kids goin crazzzy]

but did dis deter us!!!! ????

frm finding excuses for our dirty clothes , n other nonchalant lies v made up [hiding behind our even tinier pals].

tut tut!!! [nah!!]

v were brave birds....who didn't care a DAMN bout nethng,,, nothin cud stop us frm doing wat v wanted to .....

n look at us nw!!! [girls esp.]

"ah i wil catch a cold", "duh no! i dnt wanna dirty ma jeans", "i hate rains,, evrythng stinks",

"rains r so messy" , "they stall life" ,,...bla bla bla!!!""""

yuks***!##%%^^&^

n if by chance dey spot sum1 else njoyin ....cn d bloody bitchin restrain ???

"so much over actin dey do " , "see dem girls,?? freakin crazzzy" ,,"kiddos!bah! " ,,,,et cetera et cetera ....

but since i hardly care bout ne1,, wen it cums to FUN!!!

i decided to njoy ma rains today ,,,,evn if i cudn't get wet[ cuz i was sleepin while it poured],

i made paper boats, navigated dem in d flooded garden ,,,,,,

sang "roe , roe , roe ma boat" ..almost damaging ma vocal cords.

n experienced d kind of HAPP"Y"NESS ....i hadn't in a long while!!

P>S>if only!!! evryday was so much fun!

yeah! stubborn

P>S> ---- Read this if u r if in need of a lullaby!!!
some people are born stubborn , n i knw i belong to tat species.
Why can't grown ups be a lil more understandin ,it just bloddy irritates me the way sum of them behave.
y is it tat always v hav to see a grwn up's point of view and regard it as superiror.
DIPSHIT!!!! tat's wat it is.
n m nt talkin bout ma parents here , i hav neva had issues wid dem .
Even me shunning to believe in idol worship , visiting temples, has neva created problems with my ultra devout family.
But then GOD just can't make things go easy , i have teachers and other creepy losers to destroy the peace in ma life.
When it's a debate, u have every right to defend urself and it generally isn't bout losing or winning, it's bout how influential you can be, and how best can you make others believe in wat you believe.
ok!! no beating bout the bush now.
i had dis jury for clusters and like most major thngs in life , i sincerely screwed it.
U see, there's one thing in me, if i think m right n ne1 needs to prove me wrong , dey better have the strongest reasons to make me rethink.N in this presentation, dis just wasn't the case.
we put up product developments and suggested some things , which we sincerely had faith in , but no the jury just doesn't want tat , dey want to keep the craft just the way it is,without even considering wat v hav to say. it isn't that i dnt get d so called "sensitivity" of the craft , it's just tat we want better and newer things done to the craft so tat dey can make more profits.
If it's plausible or not , depends on the weavers (in our case).
DARN!!! al dis sounds so boring.
nw really cuming to d point ,al i want to say is if u believe in wat u thnk is right ,u'd better stick to it through thick and thin , even if it means arguing with ur jury ,getting "C"(or maybe less) in a subject tat has 3 credits, & listening to a million taunts d faculty has to offer.
YEAH!! tat's wat i did....n ain't i proud...:P
P.S. --- m a bitch!!!